Bridge over troubled waters

"And they replied, “We both had dreams last night,

but no one can tell us what they mean.”

“Interpreting dreams is God’s business,” Joseph replied.

“Go ahead and tell me your dreams"

Genesis 40:8

 
 
The Golden Gate bridge is very beautiful at night, and it appeared in a dream of mine the other week. I was flying as am in many dreams and I was carrying something in my arms which was stretched out before me. This black box I was carrying was being taken somewhere.


Then all of a sudden from flying in familiar regions to me, I was flying along side the Golden Gate bridge in to take this thing in my arms.

I felt as if this thing in my arms was needed or wanted . There was planes, helicopters and so many people, and flashing cameras of a many. Something big happening in my dream.

I remember how I thought the evening was so very beautiful with the orange, pink red yellow melding in the blanketing skies

"He speaks in dreams, in visions of the night,

when deep sleep falls on people as they lie in their beds."

Job 33:15

http://virtualfunzone.com/the-biggest-bridges.html

Bridge Over Troubled Waters

Have faith in God

I love this prayer I've shared (click on image to view full size), for me, it holds so much truth.

I never had to look for God.

He was always there

I have always prayed or asked God questions, even as a child.

I must have always believed in God for those questions was always answered (even though I was too young to understand so much)

I never had to go seeking yet I always believed

Is that all it takes?

Believing

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Believing isn't something we tell ourselves and then want.

It is heart felt and within that feeling is a knowing

and when truly believe with all your heart

your heart will open the path of light to you

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GOD IS WITH ALL BUT NOT ALL ARE WITH GOD

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AURA

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BE KIND TO THE MIND AND GENTLE TO THE HEART

One Heart, One Love

THE OPEN HEART

We are all the same within, other than what we share by how we live and act.

What we are is what we give.
 I believe the more love felt within the more love that can be shared.

I pray for peace and I wish for love, and having faith in yourself, others, and God can make it easier to find the path of love.

God Bless

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Angel of Light

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Angel Of Light

When a close friend recently shared an experience of being stopped in his tracks on an ordinary day by a stranger with a message that disappeared as soon as sharing his message, I was reminded of a few experiences of my own.

I had already been asked if I could paint a 'man with wings' , with my friends experience shared, and the surfacing of my own experiences in the past, the Angel of light was painted with a hope of sharing what I believe they are.

Do you believe in Angels?

I do, and I believe they are like the moonlight at night to guide us through the darkness

I've had experiences where I believe the guidance was to prevent me heartache and pain

I believe I've had Angels help me to keep strong when I so wanted to just give up

I've had Angels warn me with premonitions (although chose to ignore one with a knowledge of what is to come, lol) although others have been absolutely spot on.

Every message warning or guidance given have been there for me personally, even if helping others because heartache would have been mine if the others about me was hurt in someway.

Angels haven't always made themselves apparent in the same way either.

Every memory of love is a reward

a blessing to recollect and to enrich you

From a stranger stopping me in the street, to a whisper in the ear that woke me up at night (one I have chosen to ignore), to coloured orbs (like an arc of orbs around the person I was praying for my angels to protect) to an entity of light that released me from a dilemma that my heart and mind couldn't find peace with...the experience that reminded me of the painting I shared...and one I shall share here too.
I believe when we ask our angels, messengers of God, the prayer is heard, yet some of my experiences there was never an asking before the help was received.
This particular experience ( a few years ago now) was a matter of heart, and where my faith lies. I believe faith is my friend, and everybody should befriend faith yet to find faith you have to reach into your heart to feel the voice of guidance…a heartfelt voice that I carry through life and always have. It has helped me to make past choices although I have ignored far too many times (and lived through experiences to make my own ignorance apparent) and it guided me through some pretty dark moments with this feeling that can only be explained as love even though there was no explaining from where it was coming from, quite amazing I must say; a feeling of richness...

I believe it is only the physical part of our being that is bound in time, our souls able to connect with what is invisible to the eye, to the universal forces that we all hold in the depths of our heart, where there are no expectations nor limitations.

Love lightens your spirit and lifts your heart

In my heart I  didn’t want to let God down by divorcing the man I had been separated from (a yr before) although there was no going back.
I hadn’t consciously worried about it I suppose and had considered my not divorcing him before simply as laziness although there was a deep feeling related to my faith if put thought into it. I think I considered it as a symbol of giving up, and part of my strength because of my faith is to never give up on what I believe in.
I had lost faith for us but not him as a person, as an individual, very difficult to give up when got so much faith within and I have faith in all I see.

Divorce was inevitable as a process of moving forward, a physical disconnection, but not a necessity to rush into for me (because I had already made that disconnection within my heart and didn't have any wish for reconciliation), until I had my wedding finger twisted and pulled like elastic until it fell off.

I know that sounds strange, but my soul took a journey while I slept.
Like so many experiences, dreams I share, they are more than just dreams to me.
There was an immense light all about this being that took my hand  by my finger, into the light, my arm stretched out and me laying down. I felt no pain but rather permission given from God, a blessing given.

Ever seen ‘Incredibles’?, a cartoon film where Mrs Incredible has the ability to twist like an elastic band; well that’s the best way to describe what my wedding finger did. So real, and with the falling off of the finger, the permission was felt and I wondered if was more of an order to divorce than permission to divorce.

When I woke up it left me feeling the permission, order, a sense of freedom…bit of all but the being carried a warmth within the light, a safe feeling and there was this awareness all through…too real!

I don’t actually think it was the circumstances behind the experience that was as important as the awareness of the experience itself...the angel or being within the light.

With the unfolding of prophecies the light brightens

I understood the message within the experience shared. I can see how the twisted effect of my wedding finger was very similar to that of an umbilical cord, and the marriage certificate was the umbilical cord that needed to be cut.

I did listen to it and did move quickly for a divorce with a complete sense of peace of mind and heart, my faith only strengthened.

Be very careful for what you ask for when in prayer.

I made a wish to the heavens above and I received what I asked for, and much more.

I received a huge blessing although I can only now see that my wish held much more than I  asked for, yet exactly what I asked for.

So amazed, and thankful although there is a huge sadness involved for I simply didn't understand the power of prayer when I made the wish, although my faith was strong, I didn't understand.

I now understand how great the power of prayer can be, I know how rich one can feel for having the knowledge of the universal forces within.

Love is the making of all things great

yet shines much greater with the power of prayer

I had always welcomed the idea of all those previous experiences as angels of God making themselves apparent, but it can be difficult to believe what can’t be seen with our own eyes. ..and ignored messages given or premonitions lead to heartache and darkness.

Blessings and rewards received when did choose to follow, as great as those ignored was painful...

An angel of light or an angel to enlightenment

I believe we are guided if want the guidance

2012

Good afternoon peeps.


Today has been such a significant date to me for the past 21 years, and always will be I suppose. A disconnection from the heart through a necessity and one that has been of a huge dark cloud in my life...

20 12
One day each year yet 1 year to come  as 2012...

The mayans share charts that has become famous for demonstrating 2012 being the 'last' on the chart.

I see  2012  being a number that holds 'All time-in One time' yet with all planetary data within.

Only  simple tools was used carve their knowledge into stone , and was enough for the mayans to share 'All time', but the chart couldn't possibly share all the planetary data within other than as
2012 .

The difference between the mayan charts and mine is how they demonstrated time with images and used the stars to do it and I used time to demonstrate images of the stars..and more ;-)

Isn't it just amazing how Christ has this perfect alignment to the planetary data.
Remember the dream I shared about the 'golden path that led me to a star being born'? If not, it's in here somewhere, lol...(Golden path = Golden Fleece)

I see this day of 20 12 = 20th December being significant as the eve to winter solstice = 21st December, in 2012 on 20th December there will be an alignment created.



The 20 12 cloud of darkness that loomed over me once again has this alignment which enables me to see outward from seeing inward= my life.

Have said throughout these blogs that there is this 'alignment' between my family members (including the x husband I speak of now,) and significant dates.
Maybe there is a truth in it and maybe a crazy coincidence but this particular alignment was the darkest of all my life, and there has been some dark moments believe....
I see the biblical story too because of eve. There is an eve to every morn' and there was the lie within the story of Garden of Eden with Adam and Eve, the 'eve' of winter solstice being 20th day of the 12th month....now for something really uncanny, the dark cloud of my life was the snake (chinese zodiac, lol)....


The golden path I was on in a dream I share as having relation to Jason and the Argonauts; research has only guided me to one conclusion-the olympics and 2012 which is held in the UK.

All my charts begun with that image, and I KNOW the end result of something was given for me to discover what it was.

So many things said, so many things shared yet like said..........same conclusion everytime!

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THE CREATION OF THE WORLD

Silver & Gold

WITH EVERY CLOUD THERE IS A SILVER LINING

AND

TIME IS GOLDEN TO USE WISELY

COPIED FROM (BOOK OF GENESIS)

When God began to create heavens and earth, and the earth then was welter and waste and darkness over the deep and God's breath hovering over the waters, God said, 'Let there be light.' and there was light"; the "firmament" separating "the waters which were under the firmament from the waters which were above the firmament;" dry land and seas and plants and trees which grew fruit with seed; the sun, moon and stars in the firmament; air-breathing sea creatures, fishes and birds; and on the sixth day, "the beasts of the earth according to their kinds." "Then God said, Let us make man in our image ... in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them."On the seventh day (observation of the Sabbath had yet to be instituted) God rests from the task of completing the heavens and the earth: "So God blessed the seventh day and hallowed it, because on it God rested from all his work which he had done in creation." :..

The world was created in 6 days, nothing was done on the 7th; day of rest.

‘ How is it possible to create the world in 6 days?’.

Let me show you, with math :

12X3= 36 equivalent to 1.5 days :

12X6= 72 = 3 days :

 12X9=108 = 4.5 days :

12X12 = 144 = 6 days :

36+72+108+144 =360 = Our worlds form

1.5 + 3 + 4.5 + 6 = 15

o

Our worlds form
o

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNO
O=15TH LETTER OF ALPHABET

360 divide 15 =24

I USED THE HR HAND WITHIN THE CLOCK GIF ABOVE

3-6-9-12

Time is precious

 12-3-9-6
 N-E-W-S

We all have our purpose and our path chosen for us but we decide how we walk the path chosen for us

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

FATHER, FATHER, FATHER HELP US

SEND US SOME GUIDANCE FROM ABOVE

'CAUSE PEOPLE GOT ME, GOT ME QUESTIONIN'...

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

Leviticus 19:18
'You shall not take vengeance, nor bear any grudge against the sons of your people, but you shall love your neighbor as yourself; I am the LORD.

FATHER, FATHER, FATHER HELP US
SEND US SOME GUIDANCE FROM ABOVE
'CAUSE PEOPLE GOT ME, GOT ME QUESTIONIN'...
WHERE IS THE LOVE?

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

I CREATED THE GIF BELOW TO SHARE PRAYER

In the blog 'Once upon a dream' I shared a dream about children/youngsters being trained, and I could hear the agression in voices, them behind a red curtain. I shared with my son Ricky and he said how it instantly reminded him of the Iron Curtain.

Then yesterday when he returned from visiting his sister Emma, he gave me a newspaper clipping from the sun newspaper.
This is was what he gave me, with my dream in mind

http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/features/2709114/The-Sun-goes-inside-a-Russian-military-school-for-kids.html

WHERE IS THE LOVE WHEN TRAINING/BRAINWASHING TO KILL?

Brainwashed to believe they are fighting for their motherland
WHERE DID WE GO SO HORRIBLY WRONG?

Mother Of Nature

WHERE IS THE LOVE?

Why can't there be a teaching to love and forgive rather than prepare to kill?


I also spoke how there  is this weird connection between my life, charts children, and dreams.
My birthday is 3rd January
The U.S. Senate approved the purchase of Alaska from the Russian Empire on March 30, 1867, for $7.2 million at about two cents per acre ($4.74/km2). The land went through several administrative changes before becoming an organized territory on May 11, 1912, and the 49th state of the U.S. on January 3, 1959

As I went into labour (9th Nov' broke waters) with my second child Emma, the Berlin wall was being knocked down, she was born on the 11th November 1989, also Armistice Day



A day the world unites to remember past;
I like to believe the union is full of hope, for the future and peace of mankind

Emma's Enigma

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/europe/the-week-the-iron-curtain-began-to-be-torn-apart-1808996.html


I had another dream and shared here an' there too. Strange how everything seems to be binding, and I'm trying to make sense of it as I share throughout the blogs.
...
The dream I had was of me as a child hiding under a railway platform, and while under there with hope of not being discovered, I could see men patrolling the railway line.
 I could also see men telling people to get into the back of this blue van, them in a blue uniform.
The dream reminded me of the early 1900's because of their dress code yet I was also aware how the railway line was next to where I grew up, and as children we was known as the real railway children, so considered and I often wondered if this dream was because I played on the lines as a child.
It was one of those dreams that never stopped resurfacing though.
When the people was guided into the van they was being misled for they believed they was being taken to safety yet was being taken to their death.

It wasn't ever considered a nightmare really, a night time scene and a dream I had many years ago. I had told an old friend, IG and when I did he said it reminded him of NATO.
Hmmm, I was more inclined to believe it was of past and war time, or just imagination playing games...then, in October 2007 I had this guy come through to speak to me in chat, telling me he worked for NATO.
did I believe him?
Not at all!
Why didn't I believe him?
I think it's a feeling that I've learned to recognize in myself, and now I listen to it because with that feeling comes a sense of guidance that can be as clear as if somebody is beside me guiding me through life.

I was instantly reminded of my dream.
He has been remembered because of some crazy coincidences that I keep connecting to the above, and the blog 'Once Upon a Dream', and I don't know why so maybe sharing will help my mind to let go.
He started talking to me on the 27th October and said how he was coming to England on the 1st November.
 Actually he wanted to meet me for a coffee in London, but I am not into meeting up with people I speak to on the internet for a casual coffee, ;-)
He was going to a dinner date on the 1st November.
2nd November returned home (said was Turkey; and claimed to work for NATO)

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I wonder if the dream I had about the Siberian Tiger and Polar Bear has any meaning to all this, in fact I wonder if any of it has any meaning; I hope not because if the radioactivity is to create a deliberate meltdown,  then how much life  is to suffer with the effects of global warming?

THE DOTTY STAR BELOW HAS SOME AMAZING RELEVANCES TO THE 'BERING STRAIT' INFO AND MAP IN WIKI...
Count the dots/triangles!

0 degrees C= 32 degrees F

Each triangle adds to 52

17+17+18=52

There are 168 hrs to *7*days

Bible: The world was created in 6 days,0= nothing was done on the 7th

   

Russians and Middle Eastern men shaking hands in the arctic regions...radioactivity under the water, contributing toward global warming too; in my dream it was undetected and they were invisible because of their dress code of white only

The Bering Strait

Tunnel between Russia and Alaska in the works

In the 7th comment below I shared how I had a dream shared with family and friends. I think they understand my need to release what I dream because so many seem to be connected.

I know how by researching or analyzing things can help us to find an understanding, and my understanding is darkness lurks and I'm seeing it while I sleep.

When I had this particular dream I was still married so over five years ago yet it has always been one of those I can't forget, it surfacing again and again. A very short dream but once again many things felt from the images given.

The dream: I was on a areoplane and was looking out of the window at clear skies and absorbing the beautiful view of the heavens.

A ball of fire went passed the plane, the intense heat from this object felt. The next minute I'm on the ground at underground subways searching for my children...
It was only the other day I shared with somebody where I believed the 'ball of fire' was going, and where it came from. I shared because I saw the ball of fire passing the plane and with that sensed much more, writing what I felt...without a knowing.
Then I learned more about the history of the olympics and saw a crazy coincidence in the revival of the olympics making the dream stand out a mile, and what I had shared with a friend...
I originally believed it to be a comet...but who knows

The comments are sharing a lot of information and links I see creating a picture and I'm learning how research lead to  discoveries even when begin with no clues to guide me. My dreams triggered this research, and some of the charts give me clues by numbers I see as significant.
Number 72 is significant in my charts. There are 72 numbers filling it.

While researching Lenin, again, I noticed how his Locomotive had the number of 293.

2+9+3=14*

What a coincidence, the 293rd day of year is 20th October (294th day Leap Year)...72 days from Christmas Day.

March 13th is the 72nd day of year, (73rd Leap year) leaving 293 days left to year.
Vladimir Lenin arrived in St. Petersburg by train pulled by this engine on April 3, 1917, to start the October Revolution   : date 23rd October-8th November

On 7 December **1895**, Lenin was arrested and imprisoned for 14* months in solitary confinement, in Cell 193 of the St Petersburg Remand Prison
1+8+9+5=**23**


My Jo's birthday is 3rd April......
My Molly's birthday is 23rd October...
My charlottes birthday is 7th December

King James version 2:8

If ye fulfil the royal law according to the scripture, Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself, ye do well:

Once upon a dream...

Once upon a dream I saw a machine that looked somewhat like this

BIRDS EYE VIEW

The same night I'd asked God a question after saying my prayers.

 I asked if I'm ever going to design something other than gadgets?

In my dream it was in what I thought was a hanger, and I touched the side of this huge machine that was about to be turned on.

I saw without the plasma energy yet knew by images in my mind, given to me while awake.

When I dreamed of the machine, it woke me up.

I wrote down 'Time machine' so I didn't forget the dream.

I didn't know it was a time machine, I felt it was one, and sharing the dream to my family made me a appear crazy (not that any of them wanted to listen) because I was going into details about something I had no understanding to.

I could forget the dream if I wanted to...or could I? Lol

No...from a two second flash of a dream I was given a completely new path to journey and one of art and math with the result of science and religion, bound in time with such an amazing alignment I simply cannot separate them

All I could do is follow what I felt and what I saw...which I did (so many know the story as I've shared as seen and created the charts) and if today I could share the 'Theory to Everything' as simply as possible, in one image then it would have to be this one

The blueprints to a time machine, lol

Since the dream I've created many images and charts to share with others what is held within the time machine I dreamed of...

52 weeks

My dreams may be different and even considered as strange to some, (shall use the word strange a lot because if I really think about it all then it is the only way to describe the path I've been walking), in fact they are strange to me so I don't question others when they say they think they are.
 I share as I see although the charts have been created as if I can see what is invisible to the eye in the physical world.
I haven't shared everything, and can't, but know I can share the picture without all the pieces I've gathered over the past few years.

I once had somebody telling me I was getting too close to something...
I dropped what I was doing, on the internet, and the charts then begun.
At first I wondered if was related to the AIDS theory I was sharing at the time.
I then wondered if this time machine was related to UFOs (as childhood tale of a UFO landing in my mother's field when I was 8) but then one day, while around Esther's, a friend of mine, she showed a friend of hers the birth charts I did.
The guy took my hand and shook it continuously for a good few seconds (felt like ages! lol) and he said 'So nice to meet you!'. It was as if he knew something I didn't, and brought up carbon and water.
 He did know something I didn't! (never met him since).
I didn't understand really, giggled at him as it was unusual to me, yet thought he'd seen just how significant these charts was, and that was why he shook my hand.
When I'd left he told Esther I couldn't know what they shared even if I'd learned from birth.


http://www.astrology-online.com/about.htm

The link above has been added because when you look at the astrology chart in the front page, you'll be seeing a mirror image to what I have been sharing.

Elements

I didn't have much knowledge or any with much I first shared; I've had to research and study for understanding to my own work but always aware how it is God I'm serving by following only what I see and dream.

I'm sure I was between awake and asleep when the first dream woke me up with the 'time machine', and one night, a few months after the beginning of the WW charts,  I believe I heard God speak to me. I know we aren't supposed to hear God's voice so have wondered about this, but just can't explain as any other but God.
Again, no understanding yet felt a significance tried to find what it meant.

What did I hear?
"Turn it around".
Well, I was never sure if I heard correctly but was certain I didn't dream it. The sound came downward as if from behind, through my speaker (It in a top corner of my room), above where I sat every day at the computer. I later learned this is precisely 0 degrees on the compass, which again I found a mad coincidence.

Equatorial Diameter of Earth

I analyze everything, can't help it, and that includes all my dreams and some of the most baffling, confusing and traumatic circumstances relating to my personal life (I believe there's been an amazing alignment, pattern between my life and my work)...

If I was to consider the dreams I've felt was astral journeys then I find an understanding to the WW charts.

Out the box thinking has not been what enabled me to create the charts, but sitting on the fence has because I've been blessed with seeing from both sides, lol.
Dreams may be strange but they could actually be much more than just what we perceive as rest bite for our mind and body.

So many dreams of being in space; and the charts are as if in space looking in, like the image I share of me hugging the earth, where charts like the one as in the link I added above are as we live, in looking out.

We look up and out to the stars, and I believe I've been blessed to see from the other side, in relevance, with relevance to everything as was created, in a clockwise manner; the charts in the link follow the planetary motion which is counter clockwise

                                           BIRTHCHARTS

     WW CHART

The '1' within chart begins in April because it is the month Christ's heart begins to beat

Each image shares math religion and science, artistically created for an easy understanding...

How I coloured the WW chart

By knowing Christ's birthday I could figure out the month his heart must have begun to beat. The numbers filling the chart are with relevance to Christ, and his mother 'The Virgin Mary'. To figure it out for yourself you only need to know how many months a woman is pregnant.
40 weeks from the egg being fertilised and 36 weeks (averagely) from when the heart beins to beat.
10 months from egg fertilised and 9 from the heart beginning to beat.
So the '1' in the chart is in April; by doing as I did I then discovered that every living soul (if I'm correct; is yours on it?) is also on this one chart


Seeing from both sides of the fence ;-)

The world was created in 6 days, nothing was done on the 7th , day of rest

6X24=144

7 days = 168hrs

God gave man 120 yrs life span (bible)

One of my first images created was this one I called 'Golden Fleece', from the story of Jason and the Argonauts, and it was named simply for the image I saw in the middle.

A Rams head with what could be perceived as a golden fleece around the face.

I had used 5 smaller identical images that I'd arranged before using the kaleidoscope tools in my art program, the Golden Fleece the result.

It's amazing how  form seems to be a great importance to many; it would be a huge tragedy to never discover what lies within

I called it a star map as that is what I see it as; again revealing what is invisible to the eye. Only last month I saw a chart related to astrology (not much knowledge other than what I've learned and gathered during research) and this is for the month of October, which is also the month where Christ become viable if had been born prem' for his lungs would have developed enough to be able to breathe for himself

(the point being the birth charts/WW charts are for all living souls, and the planet; I see a connection between the two; the connection being 'lungs')

The Golden Fleece image has an absolute perfect relevance to the WW charts and this link below will be able to explain what I'm not qualified to do, lol

http://mathworld.wolfram.com/Octahedron.html

polyhedron               degree sequence                 V                   E

octahedron               4, 4, 4, 4, 4, 4                  6                   12

J F M A M J J A S O N D

All my dreams, charts and thoughts could be a crazy coincidence of coincidences...

lol

I have never known how much of what I see, I'm supposed to share with you, so again I have to go by what I feel is right and then wait for time to reveal what is the truth.

If I wait for the truth to be revealed with what I feel I need to share then I believe I'd have failed God for what I have to share is for the sake of many

I have to follow what I feel. It has been the creation of all the WW charts and charts related and look what I got for that! I didn't even finish school so where did it all come from?

A knowledge we all have,  am confident we do :-D

I believe God called upon me to share with you what I do, although so much I saw as a child (too long of a story to go into)...so I'm doing what I believe I should be

In so many ways the creation of the charts has been my school, because of the learning required to understand.

I now do something about those niggling thoughts that has been the implant of a dream, or a situation in my life, or something that keeps niggling at me until I have done something about it, like research.

I will be starting a new blog soon but shall gather a few links here until then:

I've been researching 'Symptoms Of Methane Gas Poisoning'

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http://www.socialistparty.org.uk/articles/6451

http://www.turbineaction.co.uk/wind-turbine-facts.htm

Many wind farms are being proposed on Forestry Commission land. Building a wind farm on forested land involves chopping down vast areas of trees, which, if left standing, would absorb CO2. Wind turbines, unlike trees, do not remove CO2 from the atmosphere. According to the Environment Agency, one acre of coniferous trees absorbs 3.5 tonnes of CO2 each year. However, when trees are clear felled, the decomposition of vegetation that is left behind actually adds to the CO2 emissions problem. At the Cefn Croes wind farm site, not only were acres of forest clear felled, but deep ancient peat bogs were also stripped off and drained, releasing stored CO2 and methane into the atmosphere

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sewer_gas

http://www.guardian.co.uk/environment/cif-green/2009/sep/17/greenwash-dong-energy

It has been reported that some microbes can methylate polonium by the action of methylcobalamin This is similar to the way in which mercury, selenium and tellurium are methylated in living things to create organometallic compounds. As a result when considering the biochemistry of polonium one should consider the possibility that the polonium will follow the same biochemical pathways as selenium and tellurium.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polonium
I believe I have what I'm looking for, linking to many things that I had even considered to be me being paranoid by the fear felt at the time of dreams, and with what my internet discoveries was showing me.

Hmmm, I wonder.
Somewhere in my yahoo profile is the blog I shared on 14th November 2006. It wasn't a nice dream and it was related to a small bomb. Not an explosive bomb but a radioactive one.
I shared the dream as I do many and then 10 days later I learned how a spy had been poisoned. His coffee had been drugged.
http://www.timesonline.co.uk/tol/news/uk/article641827.ece

He developed cancer and was dead within 3 weeks.
The week before it had all come out in the media, I had been dreaming of being tracked down, and then the dream of the radioactive hand held bomb.
I'd also had dreams of the queen and 11th November, Big ben etc...strange but it was the Queens service who was supposed to have been protecting this Russian spy.

In 2007 I had this dream I‘m about to share below, in fact I was drawing the Siberian tiger and Polar bear for my Mans Loss project.
Russians and Middle Eastern men shaking hands in the arctic regions...radioactivity under the water, contributing toward global warming; in my dream it was undetected and they were invisible because of their dress code of white only

WE ARE EVERYTHING AND EVERYTHING IS ONE

Mother Of Nature

I used to believe we dream our futures because so much of what I do now I saw as a child. Said that above but I'm amazed and disappointed in myself really because I followed what I  believed related to the charts yet ignored so many avoidable paths I took when all I had to do was understand what I was seeing when foresight was trying to alert me. I see the blessings for when I listened but also had to live through some pretty rough times to actually learn and believe and understand a gift I will always believe all have

It is almost as if lessons kept on coming my way until I finally got there, finally saw the source of this immense feeling guidance from within that I felt was all around me and in me, and had always been there.

It has certainly proved to me that following my dreams has been worthy of my time, lol and yet I could share many more dreams that I feel have been given for me to share, and research...and that bothers me!

But I gotta do what I feel is right and that means share

I was just talking to somebody in my house about my dreams and collection of thoughts related to this and it only makes more sense to me than before.

I once begged God to stop my dreams because of what I saw, then all the WW charts came to me...strange but true

Dreams I do not always understand, or make sense of, but some never fade far from my mind, recollected by something in my awake life, or by another dream binding to the previous.

http://www.todayszaman.com/tz-web/mobile.do?load=wapDetay&link=186735

11-09-2001 (English)
9-11-2001 (American)

Today is the anniversary of the death of Quaid-e-Azam Mohammed Ali Jinnah, the founder of Pakistan. Jinnah passed away on this day in 1948 after suffering from both tuberculosis and lung cancer. After his funeral, Pakistanis constructed a massive mausoleum -- Mazar-e-Quaid -- in Karachi to honour him. Jinnah's birthday, Dec. 25, is also celebrated in Pakistan

I once dreamed of 'declaration of war', yet it was the days I never really understood, or even wanted to because my life was so hectic and a mess so wouldn't have seen the gift I have because I was being blinded by my life and circumstances and even ignoring what I saw  there too...(yet meant to be, lol)

I never forgot the dream though, and while reading through my 'gold book' the other day (shared as my school) I learned how the 11th September is the anniversary death date of Quaid-e-Azam.

I never knew that (just never come across or read etc;please remember I'm self taught)

Well, I now know something new, and it binds to this weird alignment of war dates and my children's birthdays.

I (as all who watched in horror), will never forget the 11th September 2001.

It was my sons 11th birthday too and as I watched the news that day my dream was on loop in my mind.

even now no really understanding to it, other than what the reporter was speaking about.

The dream: I turn the TV on to see a news reporter standing before the Whitehouse. He had an umbrella in one hand and a microphone in the other, sharing the 'declaration of war' with the world.

Behind him was an aeroplane passing the Whitehouse. Not an ordinary plane but one that was carrying a huge green container beneath it...

Strange dream, or so I remember thinking. What was unusual to me, is how I'd never had a dream of me watching the TV, and even though the dream kept playing in my mind on the 11th September, having nothing other than the images made no sense so I kept pushing it aside and refusing to accept as anything significant.

Then I had a very traumatic dream relating to the murder of two girls.
In the dream a lot of details was given and I couldn't control my emotions I'd woken up with, and I cried all day without being able to really explain myself. My husband (ex now) kept saying it was only a nightmare and to forget it.
Easier said than done.
When it hit the news headlines of these two girls disappearing I felt an instant connection to my dream. So much I had said to my family, before any media had shared, so my ex learned and saw as I shared.
It was this experience, and dream that stirred me into quitting the TV (I now only watch DVDs, films. No NEWS, as believed I was dreaming what was to become news), and it was also about this period of time when I asked God to please stop the dreams because I couldn't understand why I'd have such dreams when powerless to help those I see in need of it, and I sure didn't know how to keep my emotions under control, or separate what I felt from the dreams.
Without this experience though, maybe I wouldn't be listening to others


Then I had another dream that I felt was linking to the one related to the green box, Whitehouse and 11th September...

In this dream I'm seeing through another's eyes.
I'm inside what I feel is a mountain, the middle of three. Before my sandaled feet is a pool of clear water and I look into it to see many gold blocks. I'm laughing, and laughing at the world. Laughing so much (you know when we tilt our head back in laughter) that I see a hole in the top of this mountain. Behind me are men dressed like I am, long robes like clothing with a rope tied around the waist.2 men are leaning either side of what looks like a tunnel of tunnels, resting I think, or guarding and there are men digging within the tunnels.
There is a river near or about the three mountains.

Many months after this dream I spoke to somebody in msn about it. He asked me if the gold I saw was the missing gold in Iran/Iraq (sure he said Iran/Iraq).

I didn't even know there was any missing gold, lol...(Hmmm, gonna do a quick search as never have)....brb

Back...found lots related to gold and Bin Laden, yet nothing like what was said to me. I only take as significant if find something relating when I research.

http://www.blackraiser.com/nazorig2.htm

A dream I'd had (can't share an order of the dreams yet remember a whole catalogue of them), shared on 'net at time related to a red curtain and a Nazi organization. I thought I was a child in the dream and hid under a bed of many. It reminded me of a concentration camp but for training and I hid under the bed because I had heard voices coming from the other side of a red curtain. A ritual or like where young was being trained for something. Fear felt from the aggression in their voices.

Never felt a binding to the gold in my dreams but I could be learning something as I research.

(I've spoken to my son, Ricky about this dream directly above, and when I told him of it he said the red curtain reminded him of the 'iron curtain')

The dream of the mountains did trigger research. I couldn't let go and did Google searches for the same as I saw in my sleep, although I was seeing from the inside I felt I'd know if saw from the outside too, but these are the mountains that my mind keeps seeing.

I don't know why, and I also feel as if there is this connection to the Mayans, not knowing why this feeling or connection, maybe it is the 'pyramids', and maybe it is the shape=triangle because I see it being  'electromagnetism'.

I created a 'star map' like the Golden Fleece'; me seeing cosmic electromagnetic alignment in the image, not part of our history that left us artefacts that would be influencing millions with ideas of the 'end of time' as we know it being 2012 with math, and science encrypted into stone, to share with us what is held in time.

I shared the above as a star map yet had somebody come through to 360 (I think) and complimented it; they believed it to be identical to a Mayan chart.

I see some amazing alignments in the chart, yet not seen the mayan connection other than the year.

 In our regular calendar there is a perfect alignment for 2012, identical to the above, yet there is something 13 months before hand too (feel as if solar flare cycle is related ).
http://i8.photobucket.com/albums/a47/WwendyW/WWDemorepeatpatternintime_71.jpg


 I see the Mayans sharing the solstice/equinox cycle, and maybe possible cosmic events that will effect the life on Earth because of these cosmic alignments.
My work shares the solstice/equinox cycle too; another connection to the Mayans and pyramids.
The WW charts show 2012 too with 20 concentric circles and 12 months=2012. (look above in the WW charts)
 A complete cycle....

I've had so many strange dreams I believe have been 'astral' (body/soul separation) and as if travelled through time.
One of these dreams was as if racing through space. I didn't feel as if was human, but rather a element (can't describe) and I travelled the 'Golden Fleece' path. It was as if I could see before me, and behind me at the same time so saw the path I was travelling. In my dream I had to be erased for having this memory/map and then all of a sudden I smashed into something. A head on collision that caused a huge golden cosmic explosion, and I was part of it.

WORLD TIME ZONES

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http://www.knowledgerush.com/kr/encyclopedia/Jason_and_the_Argonauts/

Something is trying to convince me that my dreams are worthy of researching. The Golden Fleece and all the WW charts originated because of dreams, and so has this research I'm sharing now; it may require reading, and re-reading and it could conclude with nothing at the end of it and believe me, that is what I hope for, not what I believe I know. I am a person who has always believed in bringing forward some kind of evidence or information to help myself and to show others what I see.

The Golden Fleece, and Jason and the Argonauts does bind to 2012
http://www.olympic.org/uk/games/past/index_uk.asp?OLGT=1&OLGY=1948


2012 is the next Olympics; the link above share one related to 1948
...and if you read some of the blogs, you'll see many relevances in the '1948' link to wikipedia, and what I'm sharing throughout the blogs

http://eu.wiley.com/WileyCDA/WileyTitle/productCd-074564466X.html
On May 14, 1948 the State of Israel was declared, announced by David Ben-Gurion at a small gathering that assembled in the main hall of the Tel Aviv Art Museum. Within a time frame of only nineteen years, culminating in the Six-Day War, Israel fought three separate wars. But within its first four years, thanks to mass immigration, its population doubled. Furthermore, Israel had been confronted with acute economic difficulties, intra Jewish ethnic tensions, a problematic Arab minority and a secular-religious divide. Apart from defence issues, Israel faced a generally hostile or, at best, indifferent international community rendering it hard pressed in securing great power patronage or even official sympathy and understanding


Ancient olympics:
At first, the Olympic Games lasted only one day, but eventually grew to five days. The Olympic Games originally contained one event: the stadion (or "stade") race, a short sprint measuring between 180 and 240 metres, or the length of the stadium.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ancient_Olympic_Games

http://history1900s.about.com/od/fadsfashion/a/olympicshistory.htm
The ancient Olympic Games grew and continued to be played every four years for nearly 1200 years. In 393 CE, the Roman emperor Theodosius I, a Christian, abolished the Games because of their pagan influences.

Approximately 1500 years later, a young Frenchmen named Pierre de Coubertin began their revival


http://www.olympics.org.uk/gamesabout.aspx?gt=s&ga=8

The Olympic Games returned to Paris in 1924, where the participation of forty-four nations highlighted its evolution into a truly global sporting phenomenon

I have combined my research with the blog I have called 'Where Is The Love?', and I will be repeating some links, and findings between the two blogs.

I have found this:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Order_of_the_Golden_Fleece

The Order of the Golden Fleece was modeled on the English Order of the Garter, but dedicated to Saint Andrew. Philip had been elected to membership of the Garter in 1422, but had declined to avoid offending the king of France. Like the Garter it was restricted to a limited number of knights, initially 24 but increased to 30 in 1433 and 50 in 1516—plus the sovereign

and because silly little coincidences keep popping up, adding. I went to a school called St.Andrews, lol.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saint_Andrew

The order was explicitly denied to "heretics", and so became an exclusively Catholic award during the Reformation, though the choice of the pagan Golden Fleece of Colchis as the symbol of a Christian order caused some controversy.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Colchis

Its geography is mostly ascribed to what is now the western part of Georgia. Colchis was in Greek mythology the home of Aeëtes and Medea and the destination of the Argonauts, as well as being the possible homeland of the Amazons. This ancient area is represented roughly by the present day Georgian provinces of Samegrelo, Imereti, Guria, Atchara, Abkhazeti, Svaneti, Racha, the modern Turkey’s Rize, Trabzon and Artvin provinces (Lazistan, Tao-klarjeti) and the mothern Russia’s Sochi and Tuapse districts




I've said how I believe my children's birthdates seem to give me clues, a strange connection that has continuously popped up as if somehow trying to give me a sign toward things I sense or thought.
None of what I have shared has been haste thoughts and presumptions, but rather everything linking to something else over a long period of time.
(I will begin including some of the links/clues that has helped me, in the comments of this blog, like how I have seen my family bracelet related by using birthdates. My birth year being 1971-My ex is 1965 yet those years are related to the Israel reformation movement of 1948. shall share more in comments but weird pattern between me/my cycle and seeing into time. )

My 6th child is called Molly.
She was born on 23rd October, and was due to be born on Halloween; gave birth a week early.
She was in a little bit of a rush to join this world and wanted to be born a good few weeks early. I got rushed to Adenbrooks in Cambridge where I was given a steroid to help develop her lungs if I was to give birth prematurely, and that jab was so painful, I sat 12 hrs dreading the second jab required. I questioned the doctor before having, asking if it could have any side effects to my unborn child.
I was reassured, but something told me otherwise. I put it down to fear of losing my unborn child yet that sense of correctness actually bound with the jab, not prem' birth. You can't understanding without a knowing or know without an understanding. I was in the unknown and had to make my choice there and then. Once again, I listened to man before the voice within my heart, in my gut all about me.

She gets flu far more than many children. Always did and one of her sayings is 'my eyes don't like me', because they are extremely sensitive to light when unwell. Then a few years ago I learned another child's mother was given the same jab, the child had identical symptoms to my Molly yet with asthma too. Maybe a coincidence but maybe a side effect to this steroid given to our unborn children.

The 'lungs', is what I see binding, not the jab (I needed jab to make her lungs viable). It's just how my mind has connected Molly to this list of war dates/months and my children's birthdates. October is significant as the month of 'viability' in the alignment with Christ (as if I can bring everything into one).

Another one of things that has helped me to see with my heart :-D

In so many ways she binds to the charts, (Christ viable if born prem'-lungs developed enough) and I had noticed this 'developed lungs' connection long ago, but it is also the lungs of the Earth that is being stripped from her hips, by man, that is causing irreversible damage to the entire globe; the WW charts.

All they are, the WW charts, is our home planet. Converted to reveal the math science and religion that can only be revealed with time.

So many are visual learners, and I must admit I have to bite my tongue sometimes with family because I could just go on for hours about my thoughts, and without the charts they have difficulty grasping what I say when speak about them.

We so often ignore what we feel for what we are led to believe, or what we are told...we refuse to listen to the voice within, and most of the time it's simply because we find it difficult to believe what we can't see before our eyes, or hear with our own ears...
I keep a diary, and now and again I will read back on what I've written.
 I haven't always kept a diary, but I was listening to that feeling,voice within and begun saving messages and chat sessions with a person that started chatting to me in yahoo. I felt as if this person was more than I was being led to believe, there was something about this man that urged me to write things down.
 I even shared with another person that I felt I could release my thoughts and fears to.
I have been noting a few things down in my diary since, personal life, dreams and some of my chart notes.

This gif was created in a clockwise manner the result counter clock wise motion

Time and electromagnetism were created simultaneously neither being able to exist without the other

If my experiences differed then I wouldn't take my dreams so seriously, and it has taken most of my life to believe in myself rather than what I was being led to believe.

I have so much faith in people, still, it is people that has hurt me, and hurt others, deliberately or unconsciously...and I see, hear and read about weapons carried by children, some say it is to protect themselves, or so they can feel part of the society they are growing into.

That says it all!

Where is the freedom, and what happened to 'Our children is our future'?

It is humans that is destroying the planet, and the populace is growing colder and more materialistic than ever,

and it was people I was listening to over what I felt, over what I dreamed, over what I believed deep in my heart

In my mind and in my heart I believe God is ‘love’, and only love.

Everything from our pasts to our present day influences our choices, and is part of our learned behaviour that is tomorrow's guide yet the habits created through learned behaviour we grow into seems to dominate the choices we grow with

How safe is our water?